Reach the Night Sky - A Dream

Living the dream .. I miss the old time. Past-Now-Future

Did I fall ?

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Was I fell for you ? I thought it just a perception of love.. but..


I was standing in a middle of empty room but Piano.. night 7:30PM and there's a big shadow over me.. I lost my mind.. I was thinking about girls I've played out with.. girls I play in order so I can forget you.. Cause 'Distraction' always the best way to forget someone.. but..What happen today ? I can only think of you.. I try to find another girl in another school.. so I can forget you. But alas, I can't. Why your face is floating on my mind ?? I know I've tried my best to forget you.. I find too many activities.. From being extra Introvert to being slight Extrovert now, all just to forget you ! Why it's so hard ? Were I having my first love ? Weren't it was only a perception ? Is love this sad ? If I really loves you,why on hell I will banish you out like your not priceless anymore in my bottomless heart ? Why ? Man.

And why regret always come last ?
I can't think anything right now.. I just.. miss.. her.. smile and her.. EVERYTHING ... 
*down*

Well.. for a fast update. I wasted 365 days of my bachelor year and I failed to get Science then I move on from my school to smak2, another school in another part of Jakarta. Now I lose almost all of my smak5 friend and I'm too introvert to made more friends in smak2. awful. Now I can only regretting what has happened...


"I was blinded by nastiest of nasty devil that I try as hard as I can to deny that it is all my fault and I keep searching for another school another way to get Science through any way. And I know I lose one big thing, is my  FRIENDS"

And I don't make friend easily..
And I can't be as free as I used to be..
And I miss all my friends...
And I ...

U know what ? In few hours, valentine will occur together with CNY. Farewell, this is the first time ever I saw this 2 important event happening together.. CNY is my traditional annual umm no, lunar new year. Valentine.. is day where all love blossom. Hmm.
Well. For me, the best thing ever spending new year's eve is seeing Firework, with Plenty of Sparkling Wine... with every jolliness and tears of joy. And tomorrow is a day where the lucky red bag is coming ahead . MONEY ! But I think I shall end my dream to sent her a love letter. It's not sufficient at all. No marker is on stock on store. Grr. Think this is not my lucky year. Hhh
More coming ! The party is getting started.

Umm.. it's getting too late to post my resolution here, but after all, I promised. First, I want to get free from the Coprophilia, then I want to be her boyfriend *lol far far away from reality rofl

Yeah ! There'll be demo tomorrow, said to force our president SBY to retired as a president.. Well I don't want to comment much about that one. . bit afraid of jail .. lol
Aaaaargh I can't access either Restaurant City or Pet Society (Nooo !!! This is HELL)
Well I still play Country Story but I want Bondi Beach Wallpaper !!
Aha, talking about Bondi Beach.. I used to go to Australia 6 years ago .. it was a great place. We spent a morning in Bondi Beach .. ah I wanna came back to Australiaa !! *whining lol
More story about Australia coming !!

Ah, sorry for long time no post. Were busy with the exam lol. Yes it is more than 1 month maybe, so I missed the Christmas and New Year here at my blog. Too bad. So, let me wishes you all, Belated Merry Christmas, and Belated Happy New Year ! lol lol lol Yes time flew so fast. That's what. My dream.
And yeah, you know what, my PHYSICS is 52 ! Grr. I am studied hard but only got that as the result. Damn !
At least, my beloved CHEMISTRY is 81 ! Viva !
I also played Restaurant City again, and managed to unlock all the limited dishes. Yeah ! [But sold all my Halloween items =( ] ckck Life pass and go. Items too as well. lol. I'll publish more about my resolution in 2010. Stay tuned !

Well, after all, I decided to remove that unlucky charm away .. give it to my frienemy Karu. hohoho~ but I wonder why he is lucky now ?? Hmm.. maybe it just been unlucky special for me =( grr..lol

Then, our Final Exam is going to the end ! Viva. . just left Biology and PE for the Monday, All done ! Wow .. I feel the Christmas Atmosphere near already.. maybe because in 2 weeks Jesus will reborn to the World..

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Do not believe me ? That's make me sad. Check this out. Taken from here..
Nah, I'll be posting more in couple of days. Good Day !!!

Oh no .. I shall declared this week as a unlucky week .. The story goes as follow :
Friday, 4th December : Semester Final Test has arrived ! Our teacher, proudly present us with PHYSICS at the beginning .. and I even forget to bring the legitimation card, let my time be vanished 10 minutes for listening to the  chirping of Teacher .. T_T
Saturday, 5th December : A Monk came to me and offered me something for 2$ .. Since I'm not a Buddhist, I refuse to accept it, but he force me to pay, well, I give him just 1$ .. and I've got news from my friend Karun that  his Blackberry was stolen..
Sunday, 6th December : I've caught a bad fever. My throat sore really bad, and I stupidly transfer 0.3$ from my phone credit to somebody I never knew by thrilled with what he send me in an SMS .. T_T
Today, Monday, 7th December : My Chem teacher came to me telling me that I haven't return the Reaction Tube that I've broken few months ago, and I decided to go to the nearest Chem Store, to buy the WRONG reaction tube for 1$ .. T_T oh no.. My life is ruined now..

Anyway, at least there's something We can happily enjoy : 2 weeks to Christmas !! Yeah .. Joy to the world~

Shout It Here !!

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